So I’ve gone to the doctor and done all the tests and wondered and worried and hoped the doctor would find an answer to what plagues me……I’m just SO TIRED!! In the end there was nothing. I’m healthy as a horse…whatever that means (where did that phrase even come from?).
So now what….where to go, what to do…anything to avoid the realization that it’s mental. LOL I’m mental. I guess that’s nothing new. I was in a mental ward when I was 18 so it’s not such a far stretch to think I’m still mental in my 40’s. I’m not unhappy, I think I’m just stuck.
The solution to all of this is change…..I need a change. I’ve already changed my location (I miss my family though), now it’s time to complete the change. It’s time for a new career. I need a new job, something new for my brain to chew on. I’m tired because I’M SO BORED! Now the next question…how do I figure out what to do or how to get a job doing it?
It’s a good start…suggestions?? Anyone???? 🙂 Have a better day!!
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